Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a